Saturday, April 17, 2010

hanya suatu pertanyaan yang tak terluahkan

duduk aku disini menanti, menanti satu jawapan yang belom pasti.... adakah engkau sedang mencuba untuk melupai atau pun engkau cuba untuk menjauhi? andai benar sangkaan ku, jgn lagi kau mencuba untuk menghampiri kerana sakit terhiris hati ini pabila ditegur sepi... merindui dirimu suatu yang pasti namun pada siapa harus aku nyatakan? hanya angin malam yang memahami... andai engkau benar ingin menjauhi, pergilah segala yang terjadi akan tersisip kemas di sudut hati kecil ini... dan aku akan kekal setia menjadi perindu merindui suatu sinar yang pernah menerangi malam-malamku.... kehadiran ku sendiri aku tidak pasti apakah tujuan nya.. apakah haluannya... namun akan ku teruskan sehingga penghujung jalan...

yang terbaik aku doakan buatmu... semoga kebahagiaan yang kau idamkan menjadi milikmu... aku? aku insan hina... aku insan biasa... aku hanya makhluk yang punya kelemahan kekurangan juga kekhilafan... maafkan aku diatas segala kelukaan yang terbekas dihati mu... aku tau hatimu hati kristal... begitu juga aku... namun kristal hatiku telah lama berkecai... untuk menjaga hatimu, aku tidak punya keberanian... diharapkan hati kristalmu akan menemui insan yang dapat mengilapkan dan menjaganya sebaik mungkin... aku cumalah satu fasa dalam kehidupanmu... 

selagi aku masih menghirup udara segar... selagi mataku celik dan melihat alam sekeliling.. selagi kotak suara masih berfungsi... selagi telinga masih mendengar bait-bait kata... aku akan tetap berdiri teguh dibelakang mu... itulah janji ku... sehingga kau menemui kekuatan baru... aku? aku cumalah satu persinggahan andai itu perumpamaan yang betul... aku hanya insan yang tiada kepentingan... aku hanya insan yang... kau sendiri pun tahu... 

sebanyak terima kasih sekali lagi aku ucapkan... setinggi penghargaan aku hadiahkan kepada mu diatas segala budi yang kau taburkan...... tidak mugkin terbalas segala kebaikan yang telah engkau berikan suatu masa dulu... berat untuk aku melepaskan mu... hati ini masih memerlukan kasih sayang dari mu... diri ini masih merindui belaian tanganmu.... aku masih merindui gelak tawa dan usikan manjamu.... namun andai itu pintamu... aku tidak mampu untuk berkata apa....




suatu kesakitan hati....

entah mana silapnya aku hari ni... tengah syok menaip blog tadi tetibe pc aku padam... dan lagi sakit bile penat lelah aku selama hampir dua jam padam macam tu je... trase macam nak maki orang je tapi mane ade orang kt umah ni... hahaha... adess... trase biol je paleotak aku ni..... bongok betol la.... sakit hati sakit hati.....

Friday, April 16, 2010

akhirnya... [>_<]!!

setelah hampir beberapa jam berteleku dengan tekun, kusuk and tawaduk akhirnya aku berjaya menyempurnakan sesuatu kekeliruan mengenai blogging... hahaha.... terbukti atas beberapa perkara yang aku ni agak kurang bijak utk mengexplore dunia blogging ni.. hahaha... sengal rupanya aku ni....

well... atlis aku da berjaya.. hahahaha...
erm.. bersama blog post ni aku nk bg satu luahan yang aku baru je lakarkan pada helaian kertas dan aku pindahkan ke muka blog.. hahaha


" i want the night to end slowly and the day to end as fast as it could be, i want to enjoy the moment and i want it always be..."
erm... aku tahu akan ada yang memahami...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

untitled

in the middle of nowhere i need to make a choice,
and i choose to be here and no regret,
but things changed totally when i started the journey,
i never thought that life would turn itself from me,
how could i live this way?

i've been wandering around since then,
i can't seem to find my way back there,
and that was when i first found you,
you walked with me through though you know that there's somewhere else you need to go,
i thanked you not enough maybe,
that's why it's like this

the light came to me but it was for a while,
then darkness came and swallow me up,
i'm once again lost my way,
i can't seem to find the path,
and here i stay waiting, but no hope is given,

i am missing you dearly that tears keep on falling,
how could i shed them away when i'm missing you?
how could i make them go away when your pictures on my face?
how could i stop these feelings when all i see is you?
how could i get rid of these feelings when ur not around anymore?
how could i get rid of these feelings when i don't know how?
how could i? tell me how?

i just wanted to be with you if only that would do,
i just wanted to see you for once,
come n cuddle me,
shed these tears away because i can't stand it no more,
just this once i asked then believe me i'll never be there again,
i'll never bother you again,
i'll never exist,

help me this once then i'll find my way back to the beginning and never to the end.

untitled

You fill up my senses
like a night in the forest
like the mountains in springtime,
like a walk in the rain
like a storm in the desert,
like a sleepy blue ocean
you fill up my senses,
come fill me again.

Come let me love you,
let me give my life to you
let me drown in your laughter,
let me die in your arms
let me lay down beside you,
let me always be with you
come let me love you,
come love me again.



You fill up my senses
like a night in the forest
like the mountains in springtime,
like a walk in the rain
like a storm in the desert,
like a sleepy blue ocean
you fill up my senses,
come fill me again.


Thursday, April 8, 2010

this love



I could see it in your eyes
tasted it in our first kiss
Stranger in this lonely town
Saved me from my emptiness

You took my hand

Remember you told me it would be okay
I trusted you to hold my heart
But fate is pulling me away from you

Chorus:

Even if I leave you now
and it breaks my heart
Even if Im not around
I wont give in,I can't give up

On this love,you've become a piece of me

It makes me sick to even think
of mornings waking up alone
Searching for you in my sheets,Don't fade away


On this love,I cant just lose you,no

On this love,I never felt anything like this before
(like this love)

Tell me the truth,no matter what we're going through!

Will you hold on too?

I wont give in,I cant give up


On this love...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

its you - super junior

It’s You (너라고)

ENGLISH

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, I just want you
Even if you ask again, I just want you
You might already have a different lover
But there’s nothing I can do
I can’t turn back now Oh
The moment I caught your eye
The moment you drove a nail into my heart
Regretfully, I chose you
Yes, it’s you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you

I don’t need any words, I just want you
Even if you say it’s too late, I just want you
I know this love is wrong
But I can’t give up, I can’t let go oh, oh
I call you again with my cold lips
Searching, I call out for you hotly
You don’t reply, but I will still wait for you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

For me, it’s you, it’s you, I
(Why don’t you know, why don’t you know)
For me, it’s you, it’s you, I

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

Sunday, April 4, 2010

buat [dia]


hanya dirimu yang selalu difikiran ku,

xpernah ada habisnya,

benar dirimu yang selalu ku inginkan,

belaian dari tangan mu,

mungkin hanya dirimu,

harta yang paling terindah,

dalam perjalanan hidup ini,

setiap denyut nadiku,

hanya ada kamu,

mungkin hanya dirimu,

indah nya sangat berbeza,

ku sgt merinduimu,

ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku,

mungkin kau adalah yang terakhir,

tak mungkin akan ada pengganti,

hanya dirimu yang aku mahu.

dan aku sgt menyayangimu.....