[YOU]

today is one of the happiest day in my life!!
its been a long time since i feel this way....
ah.. im so glad yet grateful for what i've got....
the news is that this is my first time getting full mark for my quiz!!
thanx to sir hady for giving me this happiest moment in mylife :D

last week i have had a quiz and i was the latest person to get to class and didn't know that a quiz would be held that day...
erm..
we all need to come out with a poem by examining a stimulus given by sir hady...
and here goes my poem :D

do you know what its like to be only you?
and you know nothing you can do,
you're there but no one notice you,
and you laugh for what you once do.

in the darkest night the cold rush to you,
as if the reaper is coming to get you,
and those with light never bother to rescue,
but you're still there with nothing else but you.

you used to raised ten of your own,
from the size of your palm to what they are now,
from the time they are empty to the time they are filled,
you are there,still,just for them.

you used to lose your hair for they have done,
but you manage to get half a nelson on.
for they are active and you are on your own,
but now you are floating following the current.

the holes in you have grow their number,
but those were the holes which keep you stronger than others,
and those were the holes which make you suffer,
but still and still you are stronger than others.

now you've decayed and those ten never seems to care,
as they have their own ten and they are forgetting
that they used to be one of those ten but never have a clue,
that you know the ten better, better than they do.

the world cries because you are leaving soon,
and there's no pray following you,
as i know you are scared and who don't feel the same too?
when you're eyes wide open but there's no move.

now you're ten doesn't have a clue,
just complaining about you,
don't they get it one day they feel the same too!
and i'm ashamed because you're ten never bother about you!!

lirik Nidji Sang Mantan :
dulu aku kau puja
dulu aku kau sayang
dulu aku sang juara
yang selalu engkau cinta
kini roda telah berputar

kini aku kau hina
kini aku kau buang
jauh dari hidupmu
kini aku sengsara
roda memang telah berputar

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

sakit teriris sepi
ketika cinta telah pergi

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji manismu
setia sampai aku mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji-janjimu

duniawi

arghh.. duniawi...
kenapa duniawi ni begitu keji?
kenapa manusia harus saling menyakiti?
kenapa kita masih lagi begini?

haruskah aku mengerti?
haruskah aku peduli?
haruskah aku begini?
arghh duniawi..............

hmm..
sakit datang lagi..
sakit kian menghantui..
sakit adakah engkau mengerti???

hati pedih...
hati perih...
hati jerih....
hati.... kenapakah begini????

dunia... dunia...
bilakah berakhirnya dunia???
ataw bilakah dunia kehidupanku akan berakhir???
sakit ye sakit... tp siapakah yg mengerti?
siapakah yg memahami????
siapakah diri ini???

ahh... sakitnye...
kepala...
berhentilah berdenyut..
jantung...berhentilah berdegup..
nafas... berhentilah menghirup...
hati... berhentilah membenci...
jiwa... jgnlah dikau begitu keji...
nuraini... serahlah diri.....

.::. kekecewaan sebenar .::.

5th march 2010

aku ke mid valley dgn niat utk menonton wayang "Alice in Wonderland" tp harapan tggl harapan apabila tiket sold out.... arghh.... sedih siut.... erm... apekan daya... aku mmg xberdaya.... sedih n kecewa bercampor baur... ntah bile la baru dapat tgk cite best tu.... :(

pergi dgn dia lagi buat aku ke'frust'an kot cuz die sggop penat2 tman ak kesana tp kecewa but thanx to him cuz he was there by myside at the time that i really need him... hmm... he bought me a tag but i cant post the pix here yet cuz lappy ade masalah serangan virus kronik... kecewa lagi... sedihnye menjadi aku....

buat sang teman

Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarkan mimpi membawamu
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Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman

Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo...

Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo...
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu

Selamat malam
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