mggu ni dua hari berturut-turut aku saket hati dgn org yg berbeza.... entahla... berita gembira yang ak nk smpikan, berita buruk yg aku trima... dan akhirnya aku yang menangis tatkala mereka bergelak ketawa bergembira.... bodohnye seorang manusia ni kan??? sedih2... dan airmata masih mengalir... knp harus begini.... penat aku menunggu... penat menanti.. tp apa yang aku dapat?? saket hati?? erm... salah siapa?? entahla... aku xnk salahkan sesiapa pn... kerna mungkin aku yg bersalah... tp dgn segala kesabaran aku menanti.... akhirnya airmata yang menemani... pedihnye..... utk ape aku menanti??? utk ape??? utk menangis lagi dan lagi dan lagi??? mane lagi harus aku pergi??? semua yang aku tujui adalah jln mati..... aku penat.... penat menjadi aku... penat menjadi diri aku... penat menjadi siapa aku... aku penat.... aku perlukan rehat.... aku sbnrnye xtaw ape yg aku perlukan... mgkn racun tikus mahupun ubat tdo yg berlebihan....

blah blah blah bla blah
Whoo!

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really don't like you.

I really don't like you.

Thought that everything was perfect
Isn\'t that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently
All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you

Now that it\'s over you can't hurt me
Now that it\'s over you can't bring me down

Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh oh oh
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hey!

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
(Liked about you)
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
(Hey!)
Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you

Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh
I really don't like you
Oh... oh... oh... oh oh oh 

 

hari yg penuh dengan berbulu-buluan~~

post kali ni byk melibatkan amarah terhadap satu makhluk ALLAH ni yg mmg buat aku berbulu jek ngn perangai die.. bajet bagus jek... andai la boleh jual manusia ni kan mmg da lama aku jual die kt thailand... duk mengata org tapi xsedar diri yang die tu bukan bagus sgt... bajet jek lebih... mulut kalo bercakap semua nk lebat!!

org ckp leklok xleh nk ckp leklok then kalo org wat salah berlagak mcm kingkong... mmg aku benci la die ni.. menyampah meluat semua ade... bab org semua nye buruk xptot buat la ape lancau la... mmg saket hati la ngn pangai die ni... pasni mmg xde lagi r aku nk backup2 die.. p mamposss sama die la... selesaikan sendiri la ape mslh die... mmg nang cibai....

satu hari yang membosankan

hari ni hari yg paling bosan dalam sepanjang hari bosan dalam kalendar HARI-HARI BOSAN tahunan ku... hahaha.... erm.. paling bosan bile ngadap laptop sampai subuh tanpa ada bnd yg nk buat then mula melihat2 video yg mengarut2...( katun, trailer lame2, or lifestory artis kanak2 yg comel and stuff like that) bosannnn.... SMS?? hahaha... hari ni hari tanpa SMS... xde yg sms mahupon diSMS... poket mulai kosong, hati mulai kering jiwa mulai kemarau n semuanya bagaikan debu2 bertaburan.. wakakakaka.....

anyway... eventho hari ni hari yg paling membosankan (mlm) but then ptg nnt aku akan berjumpa dgn long lost contact (manusia opkos).. seingat aku after SPM aku lgsg lost cntct ngn die... hahaha... bajet nk tgk wayang tp kt wayang byk citer sequel.. xbest!!!! then plan nk minuom kopi... xtaw venue kt mana.... so.. plg kurang jmp dulu baru decide la kot nk jmp n buat pe... wakakakaka....

kesengalan hidop pon semakin meningkat bile jiwa mulai dilanda kebosanan melampau dan apabila tiada lagi org yg sudi SMS mahupun lepak or bile semua dah pulang ke kg halaman... hahahaha...... so solution terbaik... duk dpn laptop ngadap semua ape yg blh ngadap... hahahaha

perjuangan masih belom berakhir....

final paper da tibe and aku tidak bersedia fizikally mahupon mentally... aku hanya menanti untuk menghadapi paper terakhir utk sem ni... penat menanti semuanya berakhir namun perjuanganku masih belom tamat... demam tatkala menghadapi exam satu perkara baru dlm hidup ku sbg seorang pelajar.... erm... 

satu lagi perjuangan yang belom berakhir adalah perjuangan dlm kehidupan... entahlah... mgkin terlalu byk silap yg telah dikecapi sehingga mana benar dan mana palsu tidak lagi dikenalpasti.... hidup dlm keadaan gini sungguh mencabar.... penat yang teramat.....

ah... terlalu lama dada blog terabai... dan hari ni... ada sesuatu yg xbest terjadi... sedih.. tp apakan daya... semoga segalanya lancar belaka bg semua.... aminnn.... dan aku? LARI!!!!